I dont believe you

I dont believe you ...she said ...

and i had no words for it ...

i was waiting for that second chance...

it was hard and truely it wasnt me ...

but the angel that she was ....

i knew she wont do that to me...

are you there ..she cried at the top of her voice ...

I didnt replied ...

let me see you ..she said again...

I am there... always ...i said ..coming in front of her

she grabbed me by my shirt ....

plz stay here ..till i go to sleep...i am afraid ...she said..

i waited by her side , the whole night ...

and then came the dawn ...

to leave her ...

to leave her in a lurch...

to move in my own direction ...

bye...i said ..

she was still sleeping..

...she was still feeling

...feeling the warmth of having me by her side...

I touched my feet down on the floor ...

moved myself up from the sweet tender love to the hard and real world ...

i wasnt sure how she could handle it ...

but there was no other option ...

...no other option but to end it ...