Days Bygone

Tomorrow might never come
today might be as long as it goes

thinking hard about the days gone by
making it sound like a turmoil bygone

i wished for the small little things
that which i have forgotten to enjoy

i wish for the small hugs..
that i need badly at this time

the world has stood against me
so deeply had thrust its ideas upon me

god only knows where i will be tomorrow ..
for today i m afraid to think abt morrow ..

things are wrong somewhere ...
and i aint going anywhere...

i am stuck in the rot
no idea where to go ..

please change it for me o lord ...

or i have no other option ...

but to come close to you ...

to ask you about the twists that you gave me ...
to ask why me ...

what exactly changed it all ..
was it me ..
or was it you ...


i have lost ...
i have lost ...
the battle against you...


its time now to make a move ..
to end this lost battle as fast as you can ...

i have bowed before you ...
like a lost warrior with his head bowed down ...
still counting the moments that are left ..

feeling the last few breaths ...
the sword of yours have come close to my neck ..

any moment it will be done...
one more life perishing to the moment ...
that which he had never imagined so...

its true and everyone will say ...
you are the only one who will stay ...

So hop on your chariot and enjoy your victory..
under the disguise of good vs evil ....

just because i have left you ..
you decided its enough ...

you no longer need me...
so kill him you said

and there you went with those twists and turns ...
to make it all topsy turvy...

but thanks for all that you have done for me ...
thanks for all this years which i quite never lived ...

and thanks ....thanks for the last few moments when peace returned to me.